If I had it I would use it:
confidence
security
trust
faith
There is no such thing as always.
I am full of doubt and destruction.
I open my mouth and a jumbled mess of words dribbles out.
So THIS is how humiliation feels.
It’s fine. Just leave me here to bask in my doubt.
To marinate in my insecurity and keep myself awake at night.
No need to burden YOUR SELF with my silly silly silly emotional reality.
No need at all.
